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aaj besh kadin holo akashe suryer dekha nei... hyderabad'er akashe ekhon jolbhora megher anagona r kakhono du-ek pashla, kakhono mushaldhare, kakhono ba klantihin jhirjhire bristi.... amar priyo bristi...amar bhalobasar bristi... amar swapner bristi....akash'tar dike takalei mone hoy jeno ekta shymla meye bose achhe anekdure r tar chokh theke abiram jhore porchhe ashru...mone hoy mishe jai, miliye di nijeke sei birohi shyamla meyer chokher jaler sange... veja ghaser opar shuye thaki besh kichhu samay...buk bhore ni soda matir sughran.... mone hoy sei chhelebelar dingulor mato chhalaat chhalaat kore dapiye berai rastay jome thaka gorali bhejano jale...ichchhe hoy abar sari sari kagojer nouko baniye bose jai barir kachhakachhi kono ekta nichu nabal jomir dhare...bristir jal jekhane jomechhe besh ayesh kore...nabal jomita jale toitambur...tar buk chire uthe achhe ghaser gochhagulo...amar kalponay sei jale bhara mathta amar atlantik...r ghaser gochhagulo kono durer sabuj ghase dhaka daruchini dweep...bhasiye di amar kaguje nouko sei atlantik'e r jaler dhara barabar boye jete jete sei nouko chhuye chhuye jak oisab sabuj dweepguloke.... kothao nouko bheranor upay nei...amar baro tara...baro tara sei kaguje noukotake anek, anek dure thele debar.... tai kono ghaser gochhar golipathe nouko atke gelei ami paare dariye khanikkhon dekhbo jaler dhara taake anya konodike niye jay kina...jodi na jay, tahole khanikkhon par theke nijer haate thele debo jaler srot..jate tar bharosay amar chhotto nouko sei sabuj dweeper maya-mamotar bandhan chhire abar pari jomay...jodi tateo na hoy ebar nijei neme porbo hatubhejano jal'e.... ber kore anbo noukotake bosiye debo abar kono anukul sroter mukhe jate se abar pari jomate paare nirbighne.... eibhabe amar sei kagojer noukota jakhon anya paare giye pouchhobe, ami duhaat tule lafabo , anonde ami pagol hoye jabo....... amar pa theke mathar chul parjanta sab bhije eksha hoye jabe.... chhutte chhutte bari ferar pathe dubar ichchhe kore achhar khabo jate jama-pant kaday makhamakhi hoye jay.... . r barbar joriye dhorar chesta korbo bristir fotaguloke...parbona...tabu barbar chesta kore jabo...chesta korte, korte klanto hoye jabo...tabu mukhe lege thakbe ek anirbachoniye hasi r anonder resh.....
roj ghum theke uthe more asa rod'e bisonno charpash'ke dekhlei amar erokom ekta ichchher bhut ghare chape...kintu shesh parjanta kichhui hoyna.....ami ghum theke uthi...bhalo chheler mato daat maji...tarpar gombhir executive'er bhongite khaborer kagoj niye bosi...moner bhetor khabor porar faake faakei kut-tarko chole.... tarpar khaborer kagojta jakhon shesh kori...takhon dekhi.... ami jebhabe sab samasya solve korlam..tate amake india'r dayitwa dile ami ekmaase desher cheharai bodla ditam :-D ...amar baarfatttai shesh hoy...ebar badhya chheler mato ekbati cornflakes kheye boi niye porte bosi...karon moner bhetore jatoi damal ichchhegulo hriday uthal-pathal kore tuluk...kutil magoj to sabsamay ei bole shasay " ohe ...osab nouko bhabsanor din anek agei periye esechho...mone pore kabe pratham half-pant chhere full-pant porle? jene rekho...sedin theke tomar lajjar sange sange aaro anek jinis dheke deya hoyechhe... dheke deya hoyechhe tomar chhelemanushi..dheke deya hoyechhe tomar dustumi...sesab dhakte kapor lageni...tumi nijei sesab dhekechho tomar swabhiman diye.... aaj keno abar sesab dhaka pore thaka dhulo makha purono jinis'er dike haat barao? barong programming'er boi niye bose paro... tomar jibaner lokkho ekhon kagojer ekta nouko'ke epar theke opare niye jaoya noy...barong, tomar lokkho aaro promotion... jodi pao dekhbe, konodin hayto ekta satyikarer jahaje bhese jabe satyikarer atlantik'e"...... magojer dhamoke kaj hoy...karon satyi to kakhon jeno nijer ajantei nijer chhelebela'ke fele chole esechhi...ekhon amio seyana hoye gechhi.... tai bose pori boi-pattor niye.... bela goriye jay.... dupur hoye aase..kakbheja, barshanmukhar dupur... snan kori... dhopdurasto jamakapor pori...deodorant ba perfume anusange jakhon beroi ...takhon khub sachetonbhabe nijer oi swabhimaner chhera faata dhakna diye uki mara chhelebelatake gharei bandho kore beroi...konodin bhul hoyna... tai bari theke jakhon beroi...takhono hayto jhorchhe abiral bristir dhara.... mukh thamtham kore achhe shyamla akash... tabu amar haate thake chhata..mathatake sajatne bachiye ni...kheyal rakhi haater dami ghorita jeno bhije na jay... dami jutote jaler fota porlei udbigno hoye uthi....
emonbhabei amar priyo bristir sange ekrakom aari kore.... tar theke mukh firiye niye pouchhe jai office'e.... tarpar dube jai ek anabil bissarone.... amar charpashe hajaro kajer mela.... hayto delhi'r kono ek bikhytao rastar bikhyato apartment'er kono ek royis customer ek miniter janya katha bolte parenni tar share bajar'er agent'er sange... hayto jene nite parenni kathokhani uthlo tar kena share'er daam... tar udbeg, tar nalish, tar abhijog'e ami khan-khan...ei aparthibo bristir din'e...jedin samasta gachher pathay lege achhe ajasro bristir fota ateeter swadugandhomakha smriti tukror mato.... jedin akash jure megher damal chhutochhuti nei...barong bayosko, bisonno megher dal kalo mukh kore thitu hoye boschhe akasher ekkone...shonate chaichhe tader dukkher galpo...kede nichchhe niralay.... sedin'o ami nirupay.... tader aloukik dukkher theke mukh firiye ami takhon byasto ekjan customer'er loukik dukkho dur korbo bole...jate se nirbighne jene nite pare share bajarer khabor...jeno tar joma-kharoch'er khatay kono faaki na pore.... sabar joma-kharoch'er khatar hiseb melate melatei bela boye gelo.... diner shese nijer dike takiye dekhi...faak pore gelo shudhu amar joma-kharocher khatay....bandho ghare kadte-kadte ghumiye porechhe amar nissango chhelebela.... je sab dukkhi meghera ese dudando bosechhilo amake tader katha shonabe bole...tara byartho chokher jal fele kakhon jeno biday niyechhe.....
akash jure bisonno godhuli....surya asto gechhe kimba jayni.... taake niye gota prithibir kono mathabyatha nei.... akasher buke hayto ekta-duto kore fute uthchhe tara....megher arale tara je kothay hariye gechhe dekhai jayna.... chand'o uthechhe niyom kore ...kintu tar'o kono hodis nei.... hayto sabai mile akasher akkone jamayet hoyechhe megheder galpo shunbe bole... tader bedonar galpo, tader ashrur galpo..... neme aschhe andhakar.... ektu parei prithibi dheke jabe andhokar'e...takhon sab bisonnota muchhe jabe... janmo nebe rahasyer chhaya...jhijhir daake, bristir jhirijhiri sabde...pathcholti pathiker payer chhap chhape...... byanger nirantar daake.... sei aparthibo sandhyay kothao halka aalo-adharir abochayar charpashe jome uthchhe bhuter galpo...ghanishtha sutrer mukh theke shona ekekta abyartho gaye kata deya abhigyata.... ektu bayoskora sabta mon diye shune bolben " sab gajakhuri" ...ektu chhotora khanikkhon bhaye sitiye thekeo galpogulo shonar chesta korbe.... mayeder shorire lege thaka sneho, nirbhay r bristir sodagandhe makhamakhi swapner ushnotay lepte thakte thaktei eksamoy ghume duchokh joriye asbe tader..... maa bolbe "chol, tui kheyedeye ghumiye por"... chhele bolbe " aaj ki redhechho maa?" "khichuri, papor bhaja r dimbhaja" chheleburo sabar mukhe takkhuni uss, uss sabdo.... jibher goray abadhya jal chheler baba jiv kete bolbe..."ish emon barshay ilish machh bhaja hole darun jomto kintu...amar na monei chhilona..." maa bolbe "tomar ki kakhonoi kono kajer katha mone thake? ekhon r bole ki habe......" ektu parei...hayto anek galpo bolar porishrame, kimba khichurir matoyara kora gandhe...sakoler khide peye jabe.... anyadiner cheye anek aage.... mukh tipe hese chheler maa khabar poribeshan kore jaben.... aaj bristir dine sakoler mon medur, besh ardro, bheja... chheler baba tai besh abeg niye bolbe "tumio to bose gelei parte...faltu deri karar kono mane nei...sakole mile bose na khele maja kiser?".....................
hathat chhutanto garir joralo horn'er sabde fire asi chena jagote...amar charpashe gurutwapurno rastay jwale othe sodium vapour'er lamppost'er aalogulo.... ekebare nikhutbhabe...ektar'o bhul hoyni jwale uthte...amar charpashta aaloy jhakjhak kore...vison spasta...kothao ekchilte rahasya nei...... jhirjhire bristi porchhe ekhono...setai majhe majhe ekta patla aswachchho parda tairi kore mone bibhram tairi kore...ja dekhchhi taki satyi naki maya..... buss...etukui...r kono swapner hatchhani nei...ei vison aaloy moner modhye norechore bosa asankhyo bhuter galper sange chole asa bhutgulo abar dub mare moner gobhire...anek chesta koreo rastay dekhte paina ektao manush'ke, jar chhaya porchhe na...ekta gachher dal thekeo jhulte dekhina lamba duto kalo thyang.... ekla pathe chalar samoy keu ekbar'o naki sure pichhu dakena.... seisab bhut ateet hoye abar dub diye amar ekbuk smritir pukure.... ami raater khaoya sarte jai.... moner modhye roilo sneho r satarkota meshano khichurir swad, gandho, uttap.... addar majhe majhe anibaryabhabe anusango hoye otha paporer kurkur sabdo.... dimbhajar mayamoy gandho.... kintu dami plate theke dami chamoch kore amar mukhe dhoke ek mahargho restaurant'er chicken fried-rice....dami...masaladar...kintu bhalobasahin, biswad, pet-bhorano kintu mon bhorano noy......
emni korei amar chokher samne din goriye raat hoy...raat goriye samoy pa baray aaro ekta natun diner dike.... amar kajer bela furoy.... baire beriye dekhi charpash nischup...rastay ektao lok nei.... sodium aalo ekhono jwalchhe nirbhulbhabe... charpash dhuye dichchhe aaloy...shudhu mon kharap hoye thaka akash kede chole ...abishranto...ghyanghyane meyer mato.... kono biram nei, klanti nei.... duranto, abadhya abhiman'e.... amar ga jarano anirban klanti... kajer klanti.... ekbuk smritir pukure habudubu kheye satar katar klanti.... office'er gari pouchhe diye jay gharer darjay.... company'r baroi kheyal... aramer chhole amar chhelemanushi bhuliye rakhar.... ke bolte pare ei ekla raate bristi bhijte bhijte ami jodi abar khuje pai amar fele asa dingulor anirbachoniyo swad...jodi bhule jai, hariye jai ei shukno prithibi theke...tahole delhi'r oi ketabi loktir labh-loksaaner khotiyan samlabe ke? tai bhison manojoge amake ayese mora gari kore pouchhe diye jay gharer darjay.....ami dhirpaye opare uthe jai...jantrer mato...anubhutihin, abhibyaktihin........
jamakapor bodle jei ektu guchhiye bosechhi omni kotha theke pagoler mato chhute ese amar buke jhapiye pore amar sei ghar bandho chhelemanuhsi.... tar bhalobasay, abege ami ebar bhese jai...baire othe jhar...seo pray gharer darja bhenge dhuke pore achhre pore amar shorire... sei matal jharer sange ajasra bristir fota bhijye dey amar sabkichhu, amar samasta satta... amar anubhuti...amar abeg.... jharer damka haoyay kothay ure jay amar peshadaritwa...sore jay amar thunko swabhimaner parda.... amar buk bhore jay ek matal anonde... ami paaye payye beriye aasi gharer choukath dingiye.... amake charpash theke ghire dhore pagol haoya...amake ghire neche othe bristir jal....sei haoyar sansan sabde r bristir rinirini'te ami abar khuje pai amar seisab nouko bhasanor din, sei sab bhuter galper sandhye r khichuri-dimbhajar suswade magno raat......................